Should i swin in the deep end of the pool

Life here in melb is great..met some great ppl n friends. I feel like i m swiming in the deep and of the pool, lost n trying to reach the side. I know wat i m doing, but i m not sure that if the float i m holding on to can b with me till i reach the end...

U see, the float has a hole in it, n i m afraid that it wont b with me till i reach ashore. So many odds we have to face, obsticles r everywhere. I just hope tat the float n i can last tru 8 meters to the end. N when i get out of the pool, i will b able to patch the float n bring it home with me.

I will chose to swim on in the deep end...bcos i love n trust my float so much...i cant live without it now......