Feelings

I'm sorry
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times
I said I'm gonna live without u
maybe someone else is standing there beside u
there is something
that u need to know hun
deep inside me
I feel like I'm dying
I have to see u it's all that I'm asking.

I find it so hard to say
all the things in my heart
I have been hiding
I'm ready to give myself forever
wanna tell u that I'll be your hun
and I really wanna hold u tonight

Baby every time I close my eyes
the only thing I've got on my mind is u
it felt so good to know that u r mine
baby I hope that deep inside
u feel the same way too

Hey man, this is original shit alrite.....cool shit

Not a very nice day

Feel like a punch that has been driven to my solar plexis....out of breath, feeling weak throughout my whole body, can't seem to lift my hands....but i will perservere. Cant let 1 punch knock me down.

Although i took it with a pinch of salt..trying to tell myself that its just not my character to do such things, it really hurts me. The feeling that only another person like me will know how it will feel like. Nothing i can really say to describe my feelings. I just want a place now to vent my frustrations. Frustrated with myself more than anything else. No one understands..............

To put the icing on the cake, tonite is also not a very nice night. Cant u see that i m trying so hard? Well, trying hard may not b good enough anyway. It is not important. Mayb i m not important. I dont noe....

All i know is i m not going to let this get to me. I will not give up. I will not go quietly into the night! I will show u wat i m made of.

Today really sucks !

Everyday life below the rest of the world

Life is alrite here so far..at least not everyday got tons of people asking me where to go n what to do. Haha.....

Anyway, life here is a totally different experience, when nicky n des get here, they will know wat i m toking abt. Cooking, talking cock, watching movies, writing blogs, playing with the dog(louis), all these are most of the stuff i do here. o yeah..of cos the unlimited downloading of movies n songs without fear of being caught....haha.



Cooking my "dao geh" in other words beansprouts n beef....famous geyland lor 11 one hor....












Hmn..guess wat we do every wkend..














And this is the sydney sider that lives opposite josh n my room...













This is the 30% canadian n 70% hongkongese that lives down the hall...who......














often double up as the tea lady....haha














matrix auntie running away....














ok ok enough of my lfe here....cant wait for u all to come over liao....see u soon!!

BHS great ocean road day !!

Song bo...damn shag day today...driving a total of 10hrs to that stewpit apostle shit...say got 12 but only left 7. Din even see the so called London Bridge. Haiz.....

We left hme at ard 1pm, not expecting the journey to the east would take us so long. 5 hrs there n 5 hrs to get back. N guess wat, by the time we reached there, it was ard 6pm. The sun was setting and we have very limited time to take our photos.

When we reached there, we were also unsure if that was the place or not. So we just decided to park the car in the carpark n jus go down for a break n see if we have reached the destination.

Getting down from the car, i realised that i have made a big mistake. I was like a damn hero, wearing only shorts. OMG, the wind there is like u got to fight against it to walk lah. BHS one. N then damn cold also.

The moment we discover that it was the place, we hurry chiong to the seaside to take our photos. As usual, hui's hands were shaking so badly that most of the pics turn out blur. haiz....waste space.






























Me in shorts man...bloody cold















just a few of the damn rocks



All not interesting lah..anyway..i show u all something more interesting.......

First to b friendly...i show u all wat we had for lunch













Australian Hungry Jacks
Only country in the world where burger king dosent exists i think...


N on the way there...it rained..all the better to drift man.....


















N then..for the main event....guess who did not listen to me n dont drink so much water....!!






















hahaha..song bo...!!!


On the way back...guess wat we saw...hui's friend !!

















On the way back after taking all the stewpit 7 rocks...roads with no lights..damn hard to drive

















after finally getting ou of the dark roads..hui need to go pee again...guess he wet the floor !! haha


















After peeing in the car....we drove to Geelong to have our dinner...KFC!


















the KFC here no chilli sauce one....lousy...n the chicken damn small too

well enough of today liao....must go slp cos tml got early class...haha...

see u all next time

Yum Seng!!!